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Heart breaker

Thursday, December 1, 2011 ( 9:24 AM )

Its near impossible or rather totally impossible to find someone who can think exactly the same as you do. Just like even if you can get someone who can fit into your shoe with the same shoe size, there would be some part whereas its not as comfortably as how you feel when you worn it, it can never be the same!

Putting these away, I could never forget what your last sentence was. Thanks for being the one.

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25 Nov 2011

Friday, November 25, 2011 ( 11:42 AM )

The most important persons in my life.

Another 2 more weeks to go and I'll be done with my IAP at Great Eastern. What can I say here? Working life really sucks. But somehow this IAP motivates me to at least give a try over at Poly next year. All the best Joycelyn.

Guess what? It's gonna be the 5th monthsary with ChinTJ Baby! Oh sorry, hadn't been updating bout my current Boyfriend. =x & all I can say is, he's the best of all! But his temper is also the worst of all =x Well well well, guessed he really got my heart this time round, to make me change who I used to be, to someone better. And I yearn to last with him than anything else!

Ummm, other than planning of Taiwan trip on March/April'12, I'm still thinking where else to bring my Mum for her birthday. Or just get her a uDivine sport? Sigh, really hate it when it comes to get present for birthdays.

"Don't only cherish your parents when they're gone. We are so busy growing up that we often neglect the fact that they are growing old as well.."

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Random

Wednesday, June 15, 2011 ( 1:42 PM )

I'm back on Facebook! But wasn't as active as before, unknownly.

Oh well, people always say that you'll only meet the cruel reality when you step into working enviornment. But for me, it's rather everywhere, any time. & ya, I've come to realise there's actually a bunch of hypocrites in my class, how awesome? Tips for the day: don't ever be that fool to follow your heart blindly, you'll come to realise the actual fact in time. (:

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Fresh start

Saturday, June 4, 2011 ( 12:13 PM )

Oh well, please don't prompt me on why would I only update during exam period. Cos' I simply have no clue either. One possible reason may be it's killing me that I've to spill all of my sorrow here and nowhere else.

He is gone for good. I know I shouldn't put words in that harsh manner but ya, it's roughly how I felt at that moment. All I wanted wasn't to end everything just like that, but since he couldn't take it or rather don't even bother to find chance to amend it, then be it. 我已经看破了。There's really no point holding onto something that's has already gone ya? when the pain of holding on is greater than letting go.

Sigh, never did I felt so dramatic in life. All I could do is 走一步，算一步。

& randomly I had deactivated my Facebook account. Partly is because I find it rather distracting and on the other hand I'd want to go missing in action for a period.

Guess that's it. Have a nice day guys!

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Sunday, March 6, 2011 ( 3:59 AM )

This 2 days is the most crucial period, the result for my second semster depend on it.

Last but not least, I hate people that 过河拆桥. Those are the ones I despise.

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Sigh, why couldn't you be the one?

Wednesday, January 26, 2011 ( 8:41 PM )

I just want someone to be there when I fall, to hold me in my sleep, to show me what I need and in short, I just need someone to make me feel that he's the right one.

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Joycelyn is 22!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ( 11:23 PM )

FELT SO PAMPERED BY ALL THE FRIENDS AROUND ME! THANKS FOR MAKING IT A BLAST! ♥ I don't deny the fact that I was really worn out during that 4 days of celebration in a row, but all I know is that everything is simply worthwhile, with all great friends with you, making even if it's a little effort just to make you feel something.. & Joycelyn really had an awesome birthday this year!

Well, little did I know IBA can be so fun! & I start to love IBA more! :D

(: thanks for not disappointing me, that was really the best gift. (:

Don't let the shadows of yesterday spoil the sunshine of tomorrow. Live for today. (:

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STRESS vs FUN

Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ( 9:09 PM )

It's my first time to work on projects for consecutive nights! But am gonna enjoy for consecutive nights starting from this coming Friday all the way till Monday! Turning 22 though, but I guess it would be better to accept it than to dwell on it? (:

Who doesn't want to get honey-coated or rather being 甜言蜜语? It's Joycelyn! Because all she asks for is actions rather than words. (: & all she wishes for is her absence to be felt and her existence that make the difference.

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Saturday, January 15, 2011 ( 5:12 PM )

3 out of 4 project is going to due next week when none is done yet. School work is suffocating me, so does it too. Yesterday was the happiest day in these 80 days, but happiness don't always last, agree? Some time right after that, I felt the excruciated pain once again. Sorry baby, I really couldn't find a single reason for me to hold on anymore.. I'm really leaving this time round.

Back to work environment at Kpool last night and guess what? Almost 9 out of 10 person claimed that I must have ate too much over at Taiwan when the fact is that I'm only expand my appetite after I'm back from Taiwan, like 5meals a day? But well, I merely back for exactly a week, isn't it too fast to have the result shown? Sigh, guess I'll have to really go on diet soon.

I believe that we are solely responsible for our own choices, and we have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout our lifetime.

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Singapore, I'm coming.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011 ( 10:59 AM )

4 remaining days in a wink and Joycelyn will be back to Singapore. Guess what? I'm actually having this mixed feeling of can't bear to leave Taiwan yet yearning to return to Singapore. I'm rather afraid that I couldn't accomplish the mission before I return back to Singapore and I'm really starting to love the life here (the fun and people around me). But still, I belong to Singapore. & without any doubt, I miss all my darling friends there!

Went to Kaohsiung to countdown for year 2011 and I'm loving it! Despite of all tiredness we had, we've enjoyed throughout. It's a brand new year yet I've failed to leave my tears in 2010. What's more, I can no longer see the point of setting a deadline for that particular mission.

What a new year, what a new me and what a new mistake I've done. And I literally didn't even feel a twinge of guilt!? I'd seriously need to engage in some introspection.

I've realised this: the day where I'm able to refrain myself from stalking him, will be the official day to allow him to exit from my heart.

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