& HER STORY GOES..
heart-felt words.
Monday, June 30, 2008 ( 9:58 PM )
god have been unfair to me. after these & that, life have been even more miserable than before. do i really deserves this? sigh.
this few days was really cock. had 2 off day for last week which was fully occupied. first one was on tuesday, went for the very last CSO & the second was on sat, for that stupid programme & reporting. & FINALLY i'm totally out of CSO, please congrats me. no more toilet washing & hell cleaning. (: though these few days was quite rather occupied, but xing fu shi duan zhan de.
today Lennon & his friend Nic reach my work place before i do, that was quite shameful. =\ ya, was playing maple as usual. mood was really low. & i don't really know how i spent my time inside until now & i'm still at my work place. hais, ate alot while these few days had no appetite at all. ya, that's me. whenever mood is low, just like to eat alot, spend alot. but for now, 2 words, financial problem. hais~ nevermind. loner should be better, i mean MUST be better. called baobei up & wanting to meet her later instead of going home. even though i've told my mum i'm heading home soon when she just called. i.. just don't feel like going home today.
& i'm totally screwed up with this com in my work place. want upload pics from my card reader also can actually jam things up. WTF? everything simply isn't going my way. both the live & dead. aiks, could i get a chance to make things right? doubt so. i don't even know what i wants or what i'm doing ._. seriously i need counsellers.
i don't really understand.. i want to get back my old self, the girl who always be laughing, smiling.
you can only push a girl away over the limit for so long.. until she walks out of your life on her own. so be careful and make sure this is what you want. because once she turns around, she isn't coming back.
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