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Monday, August 4, 2008 ( 6:59 PM )
woke at 3+pm today, can't believe that i look into the air for more than 2 hours. they call it day dreaming. am i? doubt so. went back to sleep & woke now. what a waste for my offday. slept for too long & i'm suffering from headache. what else can i do at home other than sleeping?
mum asked me why am i so different these few days, i can't really answer to it. sisters around me keep telling me what to do, who to choose. I DON'T WANT! i wants to follow my heart.. but.. hais. during that 2 hrs + of 'day dreaming' many things came across my mind, hais.
anyone free can ask me out, any time alright? i guess i need to be busy in order to accomplish my task easier. knowing that staying at home whole day long, work 6.5hr everyday won't help anything.
priscilla mei told me it's better to hurt oneself than to hurt others, which i thought it this way too. ended up, 被伤害得最深的,还是自己.
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