& HER STORY GOES..
so it's a full stop not a pause.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 ( 10:23 AM )
i know you would be reading this. but i'm not here just to purposely blog it out or what. i just wanted to let it out than to keep it inside & suffocates myself any further.
i was really surprised that he eventually confronted me last night and mentioned that it was a full stop this time round. i don't deny that somehow i do hang around the thought of it was just a pause which i might not want to resume so soon due to the stress that i'm currently holding onto. but well, since he've made it clear enough, what i can do is to respect his decision. i know i was at fault for that issue in the past & i truly regretted! i had been trying so hard to amend it, but seems like the result doesn't make any different. maybe this ending is the best way out for the both of us, irregardless of the pain going on. to me, it is just a matter of time to let go of each another. & i hope the hardest part will be over soon. afterall, i'm not his cup of coffee nor he is my cup of tea due to our personality/way as a boyfriend or girlfriend. guessed it's time to really tell our family what's happening rather than to hide it anymore: a 14.5months relationship is now gone.
last night actually wet my pillow, not blanket uh Jaslyn! sigh, feeling so tired but failed to get to sleep after 2+hours on bed. seems like from today onwards, i'll only have my dear son to company me to sleep but i think that is more than enough already.
woke up this morning & came to know that Mrs Liow couldn't make her way to school today, so lesson was cancelled. was pretty worried that her problem might get worse man. tsk, hope she can do something to it and recover soon. Mum did recovered after a night of rest, that is really something that comforts me. (:
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